It's 12:02 AM October 8, 2008 here sitting in front of my computer, fighting the urge to smoke since I already have the colds. I am writing out of sadness and despair. Despair because I have come to the conclusion that the world is crazy. If that is the case and if I apply Ubuntu's existential paradigm then we could say that "I am crazy because the whole world is crazy." Because the word "Ubuntu" means "I am who I am because of who we all are."
I am going to smoke.. It's my right to smoke outside of our house.
Or not. For a minute there I actually had my cigs from my drawer and walked outside the room with one stick. I can't find my tsinelas ergo I cannot go out. Besides I feel that my lungs have enough water because of condensation brought about by jogging and then riding a tricycle. My chest got dried up because tricycles by nature are poorly designed from an aerodynamic point of view. It was designed to have as much friction with air as possible.
Why I am still awake is a product of my affection for coffee and a messed up biological clock. I sleep at noon.
Jun is doing his best to get the Linux/FOSS hype going but everybody else is just too fatigued or simply bored.
"Wine releases version 1.1.1 from 1.1.0"
Whoopdee fscking doo.
"Ubuntu has a new theme that doesn't look like shit."
"There is now wifi for Ubuntu"
With stuff like this on digg, slashdot or whatever - even my children's books are beginning to sound very exciting. In fact one is so exciting I actually memorized the whole damn book - not by choice. It just happened.
BOOHOO BOOHOO MAKE IT GO AWAY!